Tuesday, September 23, 2008

well well

My head had been pounding every single day since more than a week ago! Even today! I had the usual running nose, cough, sorethroat, you name it. Doc said "You got the full package." ~smiles~ I went "Kadavalei~" (means oh my God in Tamil) and the doc chuckled. (he's an Indian) And last Saturday, I was only awake for 4 or 5 hours. I slept like there's no tomorrow! It was the best day ever! Except that I was downright ill and there were (and still are!) tonnes and tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of assignments waiting to 'expire'.

But that aside, it was a pretty good week actually. I had several matters sorted out. One, had bugged me over the past few months. But right now, all I wanna do is smile and be grateful with everything. (minus assignments) The short chat with my best friend the other night made me realise a couple of things.

"Life doesn't need to be perfect.
As long as I remember you,
and you remember me,
it's more than enough."
Very true indeed. Sometimes, life gets so complicated you really feel all tangled up. Try as you might, you cannot do anything to make things better. You don't give up, but it all turns out in vain. You don't choose, but the right time, right place and everything else falls just into place and there. It's sorted out. Because someone told you just what you needed to hear most at that very minute.

Kerry,
You're my bestest best friend in the whole wide world and noone could ever, ever replace you. I know we both have our separate paths in life. I know how different our lifestyles is. I know you have your own stuff to bother about and I know you know I do too. We've grown apart over the years and we both realise this. Who is to know what the future looks like? I don't. But one thing I do know, is that I'll make sure our friendship lasts till the end of time. You might think I've become whiny and needy and all, but once in a while Kerry, it'll be nice if I'm assured. I'm glad, though, that you still cherish our friendship as much as you always have.


So now, only a teeeeeny weeny better, I'm back to design and deadlines and never-ending assignments. I wish we have 40 hours instead of 24 a day!

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