dear soe chea wen

PIGILALU!

You still have lots to learn, can?

NO! SHUT UP!

Learn to observe.

Learn to concentrate.

Learn to think.

Learn to use your brain. Please.

NO. SHH.

Diam.

kuih bahulu yo!

What happened to my do-nothing-else-but-assignment Saturday???

This happened: >500 biji kuih bahulu!

But super sedap ones I'm telling you!

So, assignments! Assignments? What assignment?

SO!

Mum's Kitchen Aid which she used like, one.. Two.. Two times.

As far as I remember. Yep. Two times.

(I'm gonna die soon.)

The eggs-sugar-flour mixture. Smells good yo!

Oh we did it the old-fashioned way. Outdoors. No oven.

Charcoal. C.h.a.r.c.o.a.l.!

But it gives the best result. Evah!

I think I ate what? 15? 20? Pieces of k. bahulu from the first batch.

I'm a pig. I know.

This is Mum.

Adding more flour. With a very sour face.

(I'm gonna die soon.)

This is Mum.

Happy with her mixture.

Happy?

(I'm gonna die soon.)

Aunt and Mum. Filling the what's-that-thing-called with e-s-f mixture.

The heat from the burning charcoal, I tell you!

Gotta salute these two MakCiks weyy.

(It's a compliment!)

Aunt poking the not-sure-if-it's-done kuih bahulu.

Nice to see. Nice to smell. Even nicer to eat.

But the metal lid with charcoal on it is so SO heavy.

H.e.a.v.y. I tell you.

Poking one by one out. With a toothpick.

P.a.n.a.s. know?

Aaahh! Maaaa!

She's the kindest, warmest, most awesome gramma

who sulks if I don't do as I'm told.

Which gramma s.u.l.k.s. you tell me?

MakCiks gossiping.

So some kuih bahulu went h.a.n.g.u.s.

Hahah!

MakCik power!

(I'm gonna die soon.)

This is my sis. Sorting out the k. bahulus.

By the door. Blocking the way. Her super big butt.

This is me.

Adding flour into the eggs-and-sugar-only mixture.

"Did a fly just fly inside?

D.A.L.A.M.???"

Random.

My sis was saying how thick my face is,

how big my cheeks are,

how stupid I look after she took the picture.

P.e.m.a.k.a.i. g.i.g.i. p.a.l.s.u.

And while all the girls were busy-ing their b.u.n.t.u.t. off,

my bro was in front of the Tv.

With his b.u.n.t.u.t. to me.

"Whatchu lookin at?"

Now he has bones.

Now he has NO bones.

A.t. a.l.l.

Assignments.

D.I.E.

random #6

Ok the last post was super emo!

Anywayyy..

This blog is so gonna mati!

Alamak.

Need to do something.

let me

Let me grow up.

Let me be an adult.

Let me have a stand of my own.

Let me chase my dreams without guilt.

Let me build my self-confidence.

Let me learn things at my own pace.

Let me be me.

time

Things I said I was gonna do during break:

1) clean my seriously messy/dusty/abandoned room.

2) update my seriously dead blog. (oh hey! I'm doing it now!)

3) what's that thing called? Storyboard.

4) pick up guitar. Qing's guitar.

5) prepare BM syllabus. Seriously?

6) make a really short short. Ha. Ha.

7) wake up early enough to get Mum breakfast.

8) watch Grey's season 3, 4 & 5.

Things I've done during break up to date:

1) watch and still watching my room get messier/dustier/even more abandoned.

2) thicken my fingertips' skin(?) playing Qing's guitar.

3) screwed really short short.

4) kinda screwed storyboard since tomorrow's the deaddate.

5) make Mum make her own Lipton and crackers.

6) promise to prepare the (damn) BM syllabus tomorrow.

7) Grey's season 3. Only.

8) "designed" a bunch of flyers.

Things I'm gonna do when sem commences:

1) keep my room tidy. Ha. Ha.

2) return Qing her guitar.

3) make a lot of shorts. Then approach NTV7 maybe? HA. HA.

4) hand in all assignments on time. Sounds impossible.

5) play badminton every week.

6) go travel. Seriously. I need to get out.

7) work very very hard.

8) get rid of whatever issues I have with anything/anyone. Ha. Ha.

=.="

Life is tough.

Confusing.

Annoying sometimes.

Damn mengada.

Stressful.

Complicated.

Bitch.

But that's what makes it so beautiful.

awesome free hugs! *got it from daniel*

All hail Daniel! Wheeee! Went to his blog and found this and thought it'll be good to put this up here as well. Well, for the non-TOA-ers benefits kan.. Hahah!



Super inspiring!
Checked out the webbie and found out that this has been going on for at least a year. Okay a bit outdated but who cares yaa? ^^ People who do it will definitely go to heaven. I think. Hahah! Really. Hug somebody today. And tomorrow. And the day after. Dunno. You might be doing more than you think you are doing.

Hugs for you! ^^


Click!
http://www.freehugscampaign.org/
Read the guestbook if you have time.
You'll be awed. Kids doing it schools? Awesome.









(now where's my hug?)
Bwaahahahahahahah!!

my great(x10000)grandmother, eve

Guys,
you should totally be grateful for not having to have nasty stomach cramps, annoying aching backs, gruesome pimple breakouts, humungous-dungous bloating tummy, a mountain of an appetite and lots and lotsa other stuff..









WHEN YOU'RE HAVING YOUR FREEKIN MENSES.









Damn.
And then there's the hormone thing which makes you feel lousy about yourself. You wake up and look into the mirror and gasp then faint. If that's not enough, before that there's pms. I. Hate. And worst is, you can't help pissing off. At the littlest, tiniest, puniest (is there such a word) thing! Omg you can totally go crazy. IIIIIIIII can totally go crazy.

And another thing guys, go kiss your mums and dads and buy them gifts and thank them for making you a guy coz YOU DON'T HAVE TO FREEKIN WORRY ABOUT FREEKIN CLOTHES. Fashion is a confusing thing. It's complicated and frustrating sometimes. Most of the time. All the time.

I'm down on my knees. Please God. Let this be over like, real soon. I want my good mood back. Sobs. You can have my appetite. I don't mind letting you have my pimples too. If you'll let me have my good mood, I promise I'll be a good girl the entire next sem. Cross my heart. Please? Pretty please?

innocence

I have a cousin, Jac, who lives just 15 minutes away from me. I have another cousin who lives in Penang, Jess. They're both 13 years old, and very very close to each other. They see each other only during special occassions and during school holidays, when either one family travels to the other state to visit the other.

So the other night, while we lepak-ed on the sofa in my living room, (Jac's spending a few nights in my place to finish her school projects) Jac suddenly asked me;

Jac: Yvonne JieJie, do you read Chinese?

Me: Uhh.. No? Hahah! But I can read REAL easy ones..?

Jac: Oh. Hahah! Jess sent me this text in Chinese. *makes a face* I don't know how to read. Think you can help?

Me: Come, gimme your phone. I'll TRYYYYYY...

*It was short, with only about plus minus 15 characters. I read everything out loud, coz I was slow, one word-two seconds. When I finished, I DID-YOU-SEE-THAT?!-I-CAN-READ-EVERYTHING!-ed. What an accomplishment. Bwaahahahah!*

This was what:
"Shi huan yi ke ren, zhi yao mei tian kan dao ta, jiu hui hen kai xin hen kai xin.
I like you, Jac. And we're gonna be best cousins forever."

Maybe it was the night. Maybe it was my mood. Maybe it was something else, I dunno. But it touched me, that text. Jess was only expressing her love for a cousin she missed very much. (heyy kenapa I takda receive a text like that huh?) The innocence I saw in it. The sincerity. Dunno.

Lemme ask you; when was the last time you ever expressed your love to anyone else? Family or friend? Text or no text?









You don't remember? Go dig your nose!

Oh, then you're gonna ask me back, when did I last say 'I love you' to someone?
Bluek! Not gonna tell youuuuu! But it's certainly recent. And no, it's not to my boyfriend. Bleh.

So people, if you love someone, go ahead and say it. And make sure you mean it. If you miss someone, tell that fella. If you don't like someone, you keep quiet. Then you bitch about that fella. Bwaahahahah! I'm jokinggggg!

Here's a shoutout to everyone I love and care about!
(no names in particular.. coz I'm sure you know who you are!)
"AAAAIIIIIHHHHHH!!!
LLEEEERRRRVVVV!!!
YYOOOOOUUUUU!!!
banyak-banyak!!!"

Okay, your turn;
"AAAAIIIIIHHHHHH!!!
LLEEEERRRRVVVV!!!
YYOOOOUUUUUU!!!
banyak-banyak!!!
TTOOOOOOOOO!!!"

omggggggggg

Last night I was on my pc, halfway pc-ing, (what was I doing again? Nah.. Doesn't matter) pc shut down and restarted by itself. I thought it was just another shut-down-restart-shut-down-restart thing my pc's been doing for the past what, uhh three? Four years? But when it came alive again, my wallpaper changed to this!

WARNING!
YOU'RE IN DANGER!
YOUR COMPUTER IS INFECTED WITH SPYWARE!

And a bunch of other stuff (some in red and some in white, the background's blue) covering my whole screen~

Wadahell?!?!?

I panicked and turned off the main switch. For once, it was nice to see the pc with no 'hemmmmm hemmmmmm' sound like a really ancient engine forced to make a lorry move. It went 'poof!' I imagined it digging its nose. (it's a long story)

And...
Guess the amount of times I had this pc reformatted?
Six.
Six times.
SIX FREEKIN' TIMES.
ENAM KALI TAU TAK?!
=.="

I refuse to go near that thing anymore. It's break. I don't really need to use the computer. I'll probably need it when school starts again. But. What? Aww man~ Do I really have to format it for the SEVENTH time? TUJUH?! Omggggggggg I want a new CPU laa cannnnnnnnn~ Potong my steam to blog during break. Eeeeeeeeesh~