Wednesday, March 14, 2012

tell me...

Would you still love that person who's forgotten you?

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

this is kinda personal

I really miss my high school days.

I miss my life back then. Simple. Carefree.

I miss the me that I was. I laughed all the time.

I miss loving things I love.

Loving people I love. Not that I don't love them now.

But most of all, I miss being passionate.

I remember basketball. Crazy times. No, really, like CRAZY crazy hahah!

I remember scribbling everything everywhere. Vandalism, I know.

I remember exams. Hahahahahah exams. Mehhh.

Tuition classes. Saturdays of activities at school. Projects. Events. Homework. Annoying the hell out of teachers. Random farts attacks. MIA's. My favourite pondok at the basketball court. THE BASKETBALL. Competitions. The hi's and bye's. The long talks. The laughs and cries and all the stolen moments. And nonsense.

And people.

Apa jadi lahhh..

Friday, February 24, 2012


The wait can kill I tell you.


They're insane.

Saturday, February 4, 2012


Meet my beautiful nameless guy.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

scribbles #1

Pap pap pap!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

clowns and a bunny

Missed me?


Anywayyy I was scribbling mindlessly one day.
And I showed Brian this.
Brian, my youngest bro.
And I asked if he could make this fellow out of plasticine.
A couple of hours later,
he came running to me with this.
Well, I find it cute.

Brian loves this PS game; Legend of Mana.
A few days later, I found a bunny on the table.
It was one of the monster pets you can keep in the game.


Sunday, October 23, 2011

one obscene picture

This was a night ride.
On a lorry.
Three hooligans standing at the back waving hands and shouting in the wind.
Was a fun ride.

Papa hooligan was pumping petrol while three hooligan kids were jumping in the lorry.

In an entirely different occasion, this was a sunburn.
A really really bad burn.
Looks OK in the picture, ain't it?
No, it hurt like fuck.
Thanks to Port Dickson, Melaka, Pulau Perhentian and Pulau Redang sun.
All in less than a month.

Now THIS is something.
Something I'll only do once in my whole life.
Unless I'm desperate or something.

Padini Warehouse Sale.
But heyyy.
I got everything for RM5.
So I was still all smiles.

Saturday, August 27, 2011


"Don't put your hopes too high. You'll get disappointed."

A stupid fella told this to me today. Funny, coz it almost felt as if he was talking about himself. And that fleeting pang of disappointment I felt. Please arr, it wasn't small.

I wonder what changed. How did you change?

Thing is, I welcome change. Change is good. If you change for the better, that is. Well if some changes are unavoidable, and it changes you for the worse, I really really hope it's only temporary.

This is me. If I love you enough, I would do more than enough for you. (I'm referring to people I love and care about in general) But if you think my doing more than enough for you is still not enough, I think you're taking me for granted.

Sometimes, I wish you can see all that's happening around you with your heart instead. Coz your head can't feel, idiot.

Monday, August 1, 2011

sunway medical centre

This goes way back in May.

Was at school with Johnny.
"Where to go for lunch???"
"Ming Tien? 666?"
(Our regular kopitiams at school)
"AGAIN? Sien laaaaa."
"Call Andy!"
*Calls Andy*
"Okay see you in 15."
*Hangs up*
"Where to eeeeeat???"
*Meets Andy*
"Where're we going?"
"Sunway Medical Centre."

Too long ago.
Can't remember much.
Except Johnny wanting to break my bone so that I'd get admitted and
they'd get free lunch in a room all to themselves.
Where's the logic in that actually?

In the first cafeteria.
Andy was wearing his bro's jacket.
Looked good.
I love their stools.
And my nasi lemak was nice.
Was I eating nasi lemak?
Don't look at Johnny.
Look at the guy behind Johnny.
**buff dude**
Our first round of food.
I had nasi lemak after all!
Memory's upgraded by 10 mb.
Got lost a bit finding for the other cafeteria.
So I asked a nurse for directions while the boys pretended to
study some educational cancer poster on the wall.
Andy in the BIGGER cafe.
**Andy APA JADI where're your eyes???**
**I see TWO sets of eyebrows instead!!**
More like very-clean-with-nice-furniture-and-separated-sections canteen.
Second round of food.
Warning: People who have stomach capacity smaller than Johnny's,
don't bother coming.
They're damn generous.
Johnny wanted lamb chop but it wasn't available that day.
After his plate of a lot of rice, a lot of vege and HALF A FISH,
he ordered another chicken chop.
Of course. Why not.
Then complained that his fish wasn't fresh, not tasty, the cook sucks,
but he's gonna eat it anyway coz he doesn't wanna waste.
BUT the chicken chop was AWESOME.
And we went back to school b.l.o.a.t.e.d.

So yeah, I recommend Sunway Medical Centre canteen for lunch.
Delicious and hygienic.